How deep is your love
• 2009-Aug-18 - Baby would rather
Baby would rather
The first weekend at home alone, I think after drinking two large orange juice and a large soya-bean milk what I should write. Old trouble made and fetched the topic first, started writing before writing. To " me in book ",etc., expect from " me and the past past event of book " such a I think topic that refine well and finally. Have many excellent want, tremble, come out first in beginning, think better of, expect I spend these " burden " actually Attract every reader, so I come to a halt at this point, enter the subject.
Talked about me and was born in the eighties when reform and opening-up was advancing at a leisurely pace, born, meet great drought all over the world that year, grow, come down my mother did not dare to eat for me whole two day, what seed of trouble seem to be afraid and planted. Arrive, it has to be Dragon Boat Festival just three day, I mother desire, feed I wipe out Zongzi, but being disappointing, I have not teethed yet, has killed my mother and thought that thinks towards the thought (my mother of emperor's reincarnation the sex after people's reincarnation will change before I am quickly, so there is this that thinks) . Waiting for me for getting long 16 years old, I dreamt suddenly that died 1941 one's own last lifetime, the dream make how many times I can not remember clearly, it is not probably but the dream but a certain illusion of me even. I loved the scholar of a patriotic young appearance in 1941, that one, have illicit intercourse at the beginning and desert her at the end by him, I wait for him till winter of this year sillily, then on " flop " Fall down to the ground and die, have a fetus and so on in the stomach inaccurately at the time of death, but I always can't clearly confirm this in the dream. Since knowing one's own cause, I study more more diligently than before, and swear to be more capable and more laboring than that patriotic young man! Until someone say I talent, I think oneself talent too to now as a child I. I still know Zhang Ailing is so too, but the one different from hers is, others say she is a literature talent, and say I am that the talented person can not often say in which respect I am just. This can prove even more I am an unusual talent, that is to say - -Versatile person.
Then I make and swear maliciously again: Read the man all over the world, and exceed them allly, the blood is hated to revenge for my previous existence! It is certainly a good way to study, learn the marrow that forefathers summarize first, then personally practise. I had the first boyfriend that year of 16 years old, was the top-notch player of long-distance race. I practise in the morning with him every day, I practised stealthily too in the evening, exceeded him and obtained the first place in the whole city young long-distance race during 18 years old at last. For participate in man match I of group hesitate, give up great beauty of me play the part of a young civilian worker temporarily even, I say with match Organizing Committee I these monthly salary is in arrears with even, afford the sports pants, they let me wear the trousers and run. Wait for the match to be over, Organizing Committee rewards a set of Li Ning brand sportswears to me as a means of encouraging specially. The match will be finished in a couple of days I will assign the first boyfriend, I tell him desperately very much, you walk, don't let me see you again. He left. Later on he made a lot of telephones and questioned me the reason, in order to pacify him I has to give Li Ning's card to him.
The second boyfriend of mine plays the piano, has held a concert specially in Beijing Concert Hall, have still gone abroad. I learnt to play the piano too as a child, but fell into disuse later, began to refuel darkly secretly after knowing him. First of all, because my hands do not contact the key all the year round, the finger has not been already a bit very flexible. I am cruel, live frugally for three months, entered the beauty parlor and made finger 20 times to attend to. I still invest a large sum of board expenses to use for first beautiful hand of U.S.A.. I play and play, does not fall from one etude which visits strategic point and play directly day and night, I visit the great teacher all over during this time, but they all praise me is talent, just show me a little, not earnest teachings. At last, I got the third place in international Chopin piano match two years later, my boyfriend connect with the door of Chopin match has not touched to yet.
Before running into the third boyfriend, I am a famous pianist, my another title is famous poets now. Under third boyfriend of stimuli, I reading come ons so as to unprecedented diligence intensity. The poem needn't be mentioned, because he writes poems and small and famous poets. Besides poem, I read all over novels and great speaking and literature theory books that can be found. Meanwhile, I write two poems averagely every three days, and the head wins universal praise for the first time. What kind of pace I must explain and write two in three days and revise to a poet here: It is equivalent to a person's strength strength when that uses all the time is to run the last kilometer in long-distance race. The third boyfriend of mine has already been stimulated not all rightly by me now, he hopes very much too oneself can be exceeded by me quickly, we are in order to substitute together. What but there am more less I in issuing quantity than he, and I have not looked for my activity that will be engaged in well yet, so we must be together. In line with identical idea of resolving contradiction early, he authorizes me to be his broker, the editor wants to invite his poem and gets through my joint first.
I like reading besides reason described above, another great reason is I, to my unsatisfied with lifing. This can't blame me completely either, I was not healthy in the childhood, lying at home everyday, lie see I of I father various magazine that mother subscribe to, pictorial and literary publication of movie & TV mostly. I just but Forth Five-Year Plan Period years old, contact either feeling, star of Hong Kong and Taiwan, thing 'love in the twilight of life', writer of mainland, all day, this bury conditions at the lower levels word early among heart, expect heavy thousand world of sensual pleasures that fluctuate those travel since. I have also planned a best route for oneself: Seven year old first love, ten year old go up on the stage performance and achieve instant fame, 12 year old travel around the world, marry into the god son, looks of rich and powerful family at 15 years old, come out again at 30 years old, hurry to the third world countries and succour the difficult child of refugees at 40 years old, 45 years old obtains Nobel Peace Prize and specially newly-increased for me " Talent's award " ,Go and live in seclusion and come back home to write the memoir again at 50 years old, the name of the memoir is called " as the talent's life ". My mental work had a limit at that time, can not think of things for the future of 50 years old. My blueprint is revised by me little by little as I grow up, later on I added " the plum open eight degrees " Imagination,it it is last dish the the Elizabeth old ladies of the depressed places not to pledge life. I too can invite good dish depressed place take some fine things maybe by the time. But my blueprint is basically without realizing, this has caused my unsatisfieding. I study more and more diligently, want to change one's own situation wholeheartedly.
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• 2009-Aug-11 - The east of road
"The east of road of Qianmen, a special fermented-and-salted bean curd shop. Call the fermented bean curd shop on the sunny side now. "
"Yes, I will go at once. " I turn round to leave promptly.
Luo YiFeng catches hold of me, says: "Don't hurry. "
I say: "You needn't give me money. "
"It is not the money, get you the box used for fermented-and-salted bean curd. "
"What box? "
"You understood later. " With these words, she has entered the inner room. Quite work, both hands are putting up six very beautiful foreign chocolate irons boxes, have come out. Seeing my startled appearance, Luo YiFeng has smiled. Putting down the iron box, she draws out a memo and passes me from the jacket pocket. I take over and look, am amazed by. Arranging various on that originally, varied fermented-and-salted bean curd name. Some kings cause and fermented-and-salted bean curd, the fermented bean curd in Guangdong, the fermented bean curd in Shaoxing, the fermented bean curd of rose, shrimp-roe's fermented bean curd Luo YiFeng tells me as explaining important affair: Each kind of fermented-and-salted bean curd buy 20, a kind of fermented-and-salted bean curd is put into a iron box, must not mix up. A directional shop-assistant want some more rotten milk when buying.
She explains: "Wipe the steamed bun with the decoction of the fermented-and-salted bean curd, the best. This is that I must use the reason containing they of chocolate box. "
Luo YiFeng takes out ten yuan, insists on me accepting. I am not willing, see she is really a bit worried, I just put the money into the pocket.
She says: "Small and foolish, I want to tell you, the No. of once going home after the fermented-and-salted bean curd tries to win sb.'s favor is the most tired. Because six iron box must flat end move, otherwise, all decoction will flow out. In order to lighten the tired feeling, you can think of a happy thing on the way. End iron box walk, must square one's shoulders, bow waist hunchback walk, you will move tired. " With these words, she holds the sack containing iron box, has walked in a circle along dining table chinning up and chesting out. Expression, posture that that, expression that, living as if hand ask silver plate shuttle back and forth at Paris hotel waitress of restaurant, in high spirit.
"Aunt Luo! " I have called her, attack smiling into her chest.
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• 2009-Jul-14 - From then on
Though seashore have, make people healthy climate, magnificent high mountain, prevent his frightened sense. He came back home one week later, he thought Death would come soon.
A special wife sees his appearance, send him to a famous hospital and carry on the overall inspection then. The doctor tells him: "Your crux is to breathe in into too much oxygen. " He smiles and says immediately: "How do I deal with this kind of situation? " The doctor says: "As you feel that have difficulty in breathing, when the heartbeat accelerates, you can exhale to a container bag, or it is angry to hold for the moment. " The doctor passes him a container bag, he follows the doctor's advice and acts. His heartbeat and breath made normally finally, the throat had no longer blocked up.
It is a very happy person when he leaves this clinic.
Hereafter, whenever his disease happened, he held the breath a moment later, made the body give play to the function normally. Several months later, he is no longer frightened, symptom is thereupon disappearance too. From then on, he has not let the doctor diagnose the illness again.
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• 2009-Jul-3 - let the school interfere with educating
Don't let the school interfere with educating (2)
Some schools though very " It is good " ,However, is not fit for everyone, the good school can not offer the education suitable most to everybody. On the contrary, sometimes it is " good " The school has interfered with students' education, has interfered with the colourful education that students should really accept.
Have one stay China of New York send personnel to some other department, suggestion to listen to me, send child of him to one educate, require low high school, the ones that make his child can not receive course of the school " Interfere with " ,Gather, prepare " college entrance examination " within short time ,Did in the test out better at last " College entrance examination " SAT achievement. There are a education circle friend's children at home, the goal is to march into the American famous school, I have analyzed his situation, think he goes to the key school not only there is advantage, and must be harmful. Because the high pressure education, exam-oriented education of the school will interfere with his development in an all-round way, its result will certainly be contrary to values of the American famous school, it is difficult to reach his set goal of studying abroad. He withdraws from the key middle school of first in the whole city finally, turns into the general school, enrolled by several famous universities of U.S.A. at last.
A lot are extraordinary " It is good " School,course on because of whole school it is uniform, it add training of high strength, make student have freedom space to give play to specialty, creative studying independence receive strong depression, such education has arisen in fact " Interfere with educating " Function.
If the school can't satisfy the family and child's own education and expect it is a goal in life, interfere with child's realizing this goal instead, will try to change it soon, will stop it or leave it. Can't reach the school education of one's own educational objective, it is not the good education. No matter " It is good " The school is still " Difference " The school, the phenomenon of realizing one's own educational objective of more or less interference all exists, there is this kind of situation, have in China too. We should follow one's own detailed conditions, one's own educational objective, make a concrete analysis of, take measures, grasp the initiative educated in one's own hands, let children become overall talents.
Must not let school education interfere with one's own education.
Produce the enormous interior motive force (1) from the small letter resume
Course to write resume whether one review, accept new challenge, improve self-, course that grow up constantly constantly constantly constantly. The Resume can make people fascinated too, it can upgrade " upgrades " again and again . Can produce enormous interior motive force, encourage children to struggle oneself from the small letter resume, sprout the strong desire to meet new challenge again and again. Its impact on child is far-reaching, positive.
I write the first resume, have crossed thirty years of age. |
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• 2009-Mar-30 - Though some energy of mine
No one told you life was gonna be this way(2) new
Two have been finished, I have got the stapler in the legend.
Chance that KPMG nearly gives all applicants a written examination. The written examination is made up of two parts, Chinese mathematics and English one are read and understood. KP recruit, begin late than some other, but efficiency still very high, notify one side quickly. In one side, think that has some following light spots oneself: Answer ABC of some accounting out more fluently; Put emphasis on exchanging students' interesting experience in University of Hong Kong; One's own outstanding excellent undergraduate course achievement; When answer and does not protect and grinding, prove that thinks independently by oneself, there are one's own opinions; When asking how many lessons there are next term, appreciate thoroughly, indicate oneself is very willing to practise, seem smart ' Quick-witted) . Answer good enough, for example why give up speciality come, audit, though has done some preparations, but does not always feel convincing enough. I also asked a question stupid finally: When you graduate from university, how to make one's own job to plan, why choose to do audit, she might think individual privacy of involving, say " It is not your business (thing to leave alone you) " ,I was very awkward at that time, in fact I hoped too to please teach the experience of the experienced person. Partner that see when the the last may be tough the most which I see ' It is difficult to deal with) Interview officer. He is the Hong Kong people, so the whole interview goes on in English. How to say I have stayed in Hong Kong for half a year too, can insist on being unable to adapt to his Hong Kong English, then talking about " Pardon " constantly ,Guess meaning by the specific keyword. The worst one is, no matter what topic what I said is, from seafood in Saigon to bar of the blue workshop of the Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region, from week sister to he of Chao people mother Li, he of stars, he beginning have any expression after all since since, do scene whole atmosphere constrain unusually, question that ask too all very sharp. I feel certainly hopeless while coming out, have never expected that gave me Offer later. Hear from classmate that side what is called later " The pressure interview " Say.
In a period of time after this, every day is nearly all written examination, interview, prepared the written examination, prepared to stay in the interview. Make spirit strongly every day, shuttle back and forth to the crowd, in bus and subway from head to foot, travel to and fro between the school and commercial district of Dongcheng, put on an air of cheerfulness to face those HR, Manager, Partner. Then come back towing tiredly all over, been still recalling the gain and loss of the interview all the time on the road, often miss the stop by bus. Lift the head once in a while, see one's own inverted image on the car window, really suspect very much that wan and sallow face is oneself.
It is the day that general China sends offer formally on December 12. Has waited for this day for a long time, Office to general Shanghai of China has called, tells me to be employed. My longer one breath, hey What I should say, perhaps there is so little modern edition " Fan enters to pass the imperial examinations at the provincial level " Feeling.
Introspection
Though some energy of mine is still put in going abroad to apply in that period of time, but during the process of looking for a job, in fact the idea has some delicate changes, the school door walk out for the first time, touch so many trades, the company and varied person, think the external world quite excellent too, and has read the book for so many years in the ivory tower by oneself, two ears do not hear the sound outside the window, social experience is extremely scarce, treat people and conduct oneself in society and think questions are all very unripe. A lot of friend teacher advise me get society do exercises, find one's own defect of knowledge in practice first, and then charge oneself pointedly, I feel very reasonable, and I like wearing and putting that kind of extraordinary Professional (professionalism) walking in the modernized office building very much Feeling,it is certainly the getting getting more inmature more very in itself in kinds of idea in this. But and that talk of Professor Cheung has further shaken the resolution that I go abroad. I have selected two subjects of his when studying in University of Hong Kong, he has given me a lot to help during the process of writing the thesis, and promise to apply to write the recommendation for my going abroad. In the beginning of January, he comes to Beijing to hold the seminar, I ask him to drink tea and tell him offer of work that I get. He ask I determined to act as faculty ' Teach the duty) Study, my truth tells him, in fact not very interested. Then, it is very strong in Hong Kong that he advises me to go to KPMG (general KP strongly) ,Then blahblah talks about a lot of reasons, probably means, China will be in the rise period at a high speed of economy in now and the following twenty or thirty years, just like six, east Asia four little dragons of the seventies, need a large number of internationalized talents, have a large number of chance at home, and book may study in at any time, school run away anyway, but the chance has not lost on. Even the reference whom I went abroad to apply for says so, I have to consider this question conscientiously again. Saw the first stage of CCTV during the Spring Festival " Talk " The column, the title is that " the sea is turned into the sea and treated " ,Find a large number of returned students can not find the work because of being acclimatized in terror, then has seen small flat " the poor dialogue of the way records " written slowly, has found when the vice-president of New Orient famous for consultation on the study abroad begins to advise people not to study abroad, then the psychological line of defence collapses completely. At this time, materials applying to go abroad have all already been sent out, though there is no news, but has already shaken the plan of going abroad to read PhD at this moment.
During the process of hunting for a job by oneself, Qualifications (quality) that it is most important for looking for a job what time I have summarized : 1)GPA, there are too many Chinese students, there are too much applicants, some companies have to screen according to this unalterable quota, especially the resume is closed; 2)Spoken language of English, the importance is far greater than TOEFL and GRE, different trade will have one's own a set of language systems and knowledge systems at the same time, should pay attention to accumulating at ordinary times; 3)And social activities that students work, is your leadership (leading ability) ,Teamwork (team unity) With communication ability (link up ability) Importance reflect; 4)Practise, had better and targeted company relevant famous Company of trade; 5)It's better to have world and exchange experience, some institutes are that these international opportunities of exchange are many, some chances are chosen in ranges of the whole school, try to catch this kind of chance. Give me one chance to rearrange four year such as university, I will around hunt for a job the goal, gather to train Qualifications of several respects described above. In addition, had better draw my lesson, don't apply to go abroad while looking for a job, or plan to prepare for the postgraduate qualifying examination on one side. Everybody has heard the story that the kitten fishes, hit out in all directions, two fists hit the person, it must be that wounded it means but can't break one to point ten times finally. People's energy is always limited, if I can give up going abroad resolutely at that time, the work found perhaps can be a little better.
No one told you life was gonna be this way(3) new
The speciality is a very important factor too in the course of hunting for a job, but almost unable to change to students at school. Some enterprise very realistic, unwilling to spend too many cost come, can train direct " exploit " staff is only too anxious Surplus value, comparatively speaking, the foreign enterprise sees the speciality a little more lightly instead, last speciality basically,but four major of have a part who is to belong to financial accountings too, there are some companies, for example throw the conduct and consult, though does not restrict the speciality in principle, but will embody the specialized factor in interview. The position to that the professional threshold is lower, what the employing unit valued even more are overall qualities, example of the popular subject area that my classmates not just lacking the less-popular subject area at one's side are defeated.
Conclude the speech: No one told you life was gonna be this way
When the university begins to enter the fourth year, I have not expected to look for a job by oneself at all, not still more expecting that will go to four major accounting firms or Department of Commerce, but just during a few months, I have given up the plans of protecting and grinding and going abroad to study of three years of efforts for it at the behest of supernatural powers. After odd take a sudden turn, upper totally different track that life sail already when you have not totally realized the truth to come over yet.
Just when this text formed the draft, and has received Offer of an American school in dream and sleep unexpectedly. Sigh is too much and uncertain in life, how in the future nobody knows. So I say to oneself, do all that is humanly possible, know God's will. |
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• 2009-Feb-3 - Commercial service: Subconscious designed
Commercial service: Subconscious designed
Tangerine
High pressure pumps Piston Pumps Metering Pumps Company created in the later period of the eighties of the 20th century by founder Martin Darbyshire, devoted to making use of
product design to give the trade company a greater competition advantage more effectively. Its design office is set up in London and Seoul,
South Korea, there are offices in Tokyo. The international customer in recent years includes British Airways, Toyota, Nissan, Fujitsu, Toshiba,
Japan's telecommunication, Samsung's project and the building and LG electronics group.
Design the values
Britain that takes up one's post newly designs the parliament (Design Council) President Mike to sure (Michael Bichard) Have said: " if think the
good design is too expensive, how much then it will be wasted that you should really go to try those bad designs " .
Tangerine always regards this view as the creed designed too. Among them best embody and design the design that brings value to be that
Tangerine Company is the deck chair project Club W in the terminal building of honored guest that British Airways British Airways designs Orld
sleeper
Flea Medication Flea Remedies seat. regional investment amount that though this new-type deck chair develops up to 200 million pounds, but its remarkable humanized
design promotes the key competitiveness for the customer most effectively, brought perfect seizing the opportunity to experience to the
passenger at the same time. Because of the accurate demand finally, British Airways has spent one year regaining all investment amount of this
design alone, and the one that become its profit and increase subsequently mainly helps pushing pharmaceutical. The design of the deck chair of
this fund has already gained a lot of important rewards, including design efficiency Glen that DBA awards wraps and manages Grand Prix (Grand
Prix for Design Effectiveness) . Nowadays, this deck chair has already become the idol designing and innovating.
Another example is that Tangerine broadcasts (Sky Broadcasting) for the sky Sky +PVR (personal telerecording) designed . Promoted the sales
volume of products 25% of enterprises after the products went on the market. While explaining enormous commercial success this time, the
marketing director of sky broadcast calls covering it to belong to the effect of ring of light of design that the brand is contacted and clicked. Sky
broadcast
Pet Shop Frontline Tick Frontline Cat was at that time the rival was Tivo mainly, because of the victory of Sky, Tivo withdrew from the market finally. |
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• 2009-Jan-2 - He, has not blocked.
" then, " Expression great waves of him can't help, cool way, " pay no attention to, have no relations even. "
If killing needn't be imprisoned, then I am sure to kill this person at the moment now, deeply breathe, " Xi time of the mat - -I do not want to be any mixed with you. Did not want in the past, did not want now, did not want still more later! I do not know why you will offend me, however, I request you without doing such boring thing again! "
Want, shake off, lose that pair pale again but effective hand, the sudden dizzy sense swarms volume border strongly, the next quarter, in ones that completely fall into all in that place as like losing consciousness are pitch-dark.
Feel someone take me in one's arms, smell one having light to carry on one's shoulder or back fragrant taste ooze into the spleen of heart while being thin clean among being indistinct, it is strange to be familiar with Already in the hospital while waking up. It is in the hospital, I force a smile.
"It is excessive to take drug, although it was before, obviously can already cause the greatest injury to her health machine, immune system destroy, it falls ill dizzy to be common occurrence, try not, let she later basically "
"Have woken up. " 0.15 kilograms of steps of Xi time of the mat walk up to my bed.
The young doctor in white overall follows to come over too, " it is all right to wake up, tell you she is OK! You return "
" "
"It is to be! Dispute, merciless every very, draw such as the I still just, like this now. "
" "
"It is to be! Well, it is really that a life is bitter! Fortunately I am still somebody's university alumnus. "
"Doctor Lin "Seat Xi time open one's mouth finally.
"Well well well! I go out I go out " Go to half the white shadow shake, come back again, " this every domain of me. "
"You can stay here, it doesn't matter. " Calmly but intonation.
"I go out I go out! It is still not all right that I go out. " White shadow floats away.
" How feeling? " Language of asking seeming to be careless.
I turn the head to outside the window, does not want to show interest in, there is no strength to show interest in.
"In hospital for two days, you need to have a rest. "
Two days? It is unable to let people guess the sight completely forever to having that one. Stand up, pull out infusion on hand in charge of, leave the bed, put shoes in, pick up chair overcoat of back open to go out on one side second.
He, has not blocked.
"Jane fits Jie. " Just stepped out and heard someone call me in the building in hospital.
"Pei Kai? " I halt without getting about again, the sound going back is a little impractical.
Pei KaiXiao is running over, " how to fall ill again here? " |
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• 2008-Dec-16 - Bright and beautiful
When the waiter takes back the bill, let to take money out bright and beautifully from the wallet, give to her. Zhou Mu has called the waiter, then taken the money in her hand back, has changed one's own money, and then return the money letting to be bright and beautiful to her: I am not used to letting the woman check, can be regarded as a principle which respects me.
Let bright and beautiful to afford to lose a little, her mood declines to an enormous extent. She thinks oneself very stupid, funny and sad. She lifts the eyes and sees his young figure, she looks in a trance, those eclipsed time is indistinct behind him, reminding her love. But she seems suddenly empty, she has no love, during those scattered years, she really has no love.
So for many years, she nothing have actually, love, hate, money, even the friend, she has only it once with broken dialogue of time, she is holding these chip and supporting one's family insisting like this, grow unhealthily, until the dark links up. She feel like, cry suddenly, want him turn body, stretch out both hands embrace she sad suddenly very much, she can if one child pay oneself completely equally if so. She is very tired out, she wants to completely hand over early, but who can make her unload and take precautious.
He bear patiently and not calm so, he can hope, wear she he indulge she, it seems to be that he is looking at her collapse looking on at one's trouble with indifference, he sets up her the skeleton enemy that becomes in emotion. He will certainly look at in end, fear oneself mood to follow her sink, he think too clear she what the woman take. He must want to hang their relation in the sky, will make oneself unlikely to move ahead blindly. Let to think bright and beautifully that has limitless grief oneself, in fact she is only a child with fragile intelligence, why the people around her will all hang her in the height unconsciously, then the defence of using whole body faces her. What she has been needing all the time is just a simple and simple embrace.
However, these easy things in stranger's view, to her, is such difficulty. Happy, in others being simple in there, in her, pay difficulty like the blue sky. She is looking for hard, climbs up by holding on to, it is looking at her in the sky leisurely all the time, she struggles, uses time as and sacrifices, has fallen into disuse for year after year, it is so remote all the time. Even only the distance between a finger, it is still unable to reach.
In the face of this man that makes oneself aroused in interest, have produced the men of the rare thoughts and feelings, let to be so bright and beautiful as to lose and advocate again, is leaving and indulging in, being sad, at a loss oneself.
Come one taxi, Mu Zhou stretch out one's hand, stop, let bright and beautiful to get on the bus, rest on car window think scenery that the outside passes. Zhou Mu sits in front of her, she is covering his young head at will like this once seeing his hair, really difference is too far for the imagination of he and her. She once thought he was only that one became and sent the random man, there were really few men who she contacted, and seem to have some morbid states more or less, she seldom contacts the healthy man of wood this kind of sunshine for week. And she is really a little too strange to him, there is a kind of woman, life and novel are unable to separate, dreamland and reality interlock, live murkily. She needs to save, but she is used to hiding oneself deeply again, he can't get hold of her pulse.
There are no languages on the way, when getting to the place, several classmates of Zhou Mu's run out and meet him, they saw that while letting to be bright and beautiful, the uncanny smile has emerged. Zhou Mu smiles at and does not make the introduction more, just says courteously: This is making bright and beautifully.
Let to see the wood for week bright and beautifully, look at each other a little awkwardly.
Lively, noise and excitement is noisy. Several people are playing cards, several people are singing, several people are drinking. Zhou Mu lets to be bright and beautiful to be separated to sit among several strange crowds singing among the crowds pulled to and drunk, playing cards through several people in the middle, it is also noisy to call. Let to be bright and beautiful to be a little low, her sight has been looking for the wood for week, she is never that one can adapt to the strange person quickly, such an environment made her chest take place stuffily, the telephone rang in time at this time. Missing several day on dull, let bright and beautiful like catch one straw that save someone's life, she covers ears with hands, has walked out while answering the call.
Bright and beautiful, bright and beautiful, me. |
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