How deep is your love
• 2008-Dec-16 - Bright and beautiful
When the waiter takes back the bill, let to take money out bright and beautifully from the wallet, give to her. Zhou Mu has called the waiter, then taken the money in her hand back, has changed one's own money, and then return the money letting to be bright and beautiful to her: I am not used to letting the woman check, can be regarded as a principle which respects me.
Let bright and beautiful to afford to lose a little, her mood declines to an enormous extent. She thinks oneself very stupid, funny and sad. She lifts the eyes and sees his young figure, she looks in a trance, those eclipsed time is indistinct behind him, reminding her love. But she seems suddenly empty, she has no love, during those scattered years, she really has no love.
So for many years, she nothing have actually, love, hate, money, even the friend, she has only it once with broken dialogue of time, she is holding these chip and supporting one's family insisting like this, grow unhealthily, until the dark links up. She feel like, cry suddenly, want him turn body, stretch out both hands embrace she sad suddenly very much, she can if one child pay oneself completely equally if so. She is very tired out, she wants to completely hand over early, but who can make her unload and take precautious.
He bear patiently and not calm so, he can hope, wear she he indulge she, it seems to be that he is looking at her collapse looking on at one's trouble with indifference, he sets up her the skeleton enemy that becomes in emotion. He will certainly look at in end, fear oneself mood to follow her sink, he think too clear she what the woman take. He must want to hang their relation in the sky, will make oneself unlikely to move ahead blindly. Let to think bright and beautifully that has limitless grief oneself, in fact she is only a child with fragile intelligence, why the people around her will all hang her in the height unconsciously, then the defence of using whole body faces her. What she has been needing all the time is just a simple and simple embrace.
However, these easy things in stranger's view, to her, is such difficulty. Happy, in others being simple in there, in her, pay difficulty like the blue sky. She is looking for hard, climbs up by holding on to, it is looking at her in the sky leisurely all the time, she struggles, uses time as and sacrifices, has fallen into disuse for year after year, it is so remote all the time. Even only the distance between a finger, it is still unable to reach.
In the face of this man that makes oneself aroused in interest, have produced the men of the rare thoughts and feelings, let to be so bright and beautiful as to lose and advocate again, is leaving and indulging in, being sad, at a loss oneself.
Come one taxi, Mu Zhou stretch out one's hand, stop, let bright and beautiful to get on the bus, rest on car window think scenery that the outside passes. Zhou Mu sits in front of her, she is covering his young head at will like this once seeing his hair, really difference is too far for the imagination of he and her. She once thought he was only that one became and sent the random man, there were really few men who she contacted, and seem to have some morbid states more or less, she seldom contacts the healthy man of wood this kind of sunshine for week. And she is really a little too strange to him, there is a kind of woman, life and novel are unable to separate, dreamland and reality interlock, live murkily. She needs to save, but she is used to hiding oneself deeply again, he can't get hold of her pulse.
There are no languages on the way, when getting to the place, several classmates of Zhou Mu's run out and meet him, they saw that while letting to be bright and beautiful, the uncanny smile has emerged. Zhou Mu smiles at and does not make the introduction more, just says courteously: This is making bright and beautifully.
Let to see the wood for week bright and beautifully, look at each other a little awkwardly.
Lively, noise and excitement is noisy. Several people are playing cards, several people are singing, several people are drinking. Zhou Mu lets to be bright and beautiful to be separated to sit among several strange crowds singing among the crowds pulled to and drunk, playing cards through several people in the middle, it is also noisy to call. Let to be bright and beautiful to be a little low, her sight has been looking for the wood for week, she is never that one can adapt to the strange person quickly, such an environment made her chest take place stuffily, the telephone rang in time at this time. Missing several day on dull, let bright and beautiful like catch one straw that save someone's life, she covers ears with hands, has walked out while answering the call.
Bright and beautiful, bright and beautiful, me. |
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