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The daughter writes the first resume

06:49, 2009-Jul-3 .. Link
The daughter writes the first resume, shortly past 12 years old. 
I went abroad for the connection that year, had not stopped and polished for two or three months, just wrote the resume and one as page one and contacted the letter reluctantly, so good for nothing for oneself at that time feel very depressed. Fortunately after the material is sent, but in 10 days, a professor asks someone to make the overseas call, invite me to go to U.S.A. to work, really very unexpected. This gives me a experience, so long as accomplish the thing best, it is sure to receive the repayment. Though at that time though the procedure for going abroad was very tedious, however, had only used for more than 4 months, our floor U.S.A.. This " mythology " The story, has spread in the research institute that I worked for several years. 
Daughter remember story of me, study in six that year such as grade, wanted me to find out that old resume, as soon as she only spends one days, she " succeeds in developing " by oneself Her own first resume. She writes this resume, is in order to be applied for to Johns " talent's juvenile centre " of John Hopkins University A scholarship of more than 2 000 dollars, fly to Baltimore of Maryland State to participate in the summer camps of 3 weeks. 
Chinese child can often get the winning number in a bond in the mathematics match, study the piano, violin,etc., I do not think these achievements will generally become very great light spot. 
Her resume has indicated she is at that age, it is studied leadingly, ponder over ability more deeply that is one, participate in social activities actively, export-oriented, all-round developing students: Participate in SAT in 10 and a half years olds "  College entrance examination " ,Mathematics is equivalent to the first 22% of the high school student of the whole America, English is superior to 29% of the high school students, can prove the IQ is relatively high; Selected and participated in mathematics and physics and summer camp of intensive training class of the project, it is the students of the number with outstanding science to explain, it is particularly rare among the girls; Read the classical literature, use the teaching material of the university to teach oneself, explain the level that has already entered Senior One's level; Join the international students' union of the university and moves about and is cited, prove it is the child that a lively, social circulation of a piece of disposition is strong; Obtain the scholarships of the women's federation of American university, it is specially the job discussion that girls of grade six hold to participate in, explain this question too. This discussion invites successful professional women, celebrity to hold the lecture for students, answer the question about job and education, train students' job consciousness, her school has only a planned number. 
The whole America 600 people compete 25 "  Talent's juvenile centre "  Scholarship,finally, it become she " luck fellow " . 
In fact, read the resume, feel the accident. 

No one told you life was gonna

06:41, 2009-Mar-30 .. Link
No one told you life was gonna be this way(1) new   
A future, male, the undergraduate of management college of government of Peking University, has planned to take office in (KPMG) ,And then receive the whole award training plan that the blue Germany Company of U.S.A. offers, so determine to go to U.S.A.. 
Just when this text formed the draft, I have received Offer of an American school in dream and sleep unexpectedly. Sigh is too much and uncertain in life, how in the future nobody knows. So I say to oneself, do all that is humanly possible, know God's will. 
No one told you life was gonna be this way 
A future 
My university 
I have thought of the thing four years later, only always thought originally the graduate student would read after all. In get rid of prepare for the postgraduate qualifying examination the way of adult, in front of me to protect, grind and go abroad two Luis nothing more than, my university life is to centre on this " one central task, two basic points " Launch. GPA is absolutely very important. In fact, the examinations of liberal arts and social science are for the most part open questions, there is not a model answer. Incomparably involved reference book for be able to withdraw by mark of specialized course get on, force oneself go, gnaw each that translate innocent once by I, from Mill to Webber, gram is to Rolls from Kazakhstan, but after several return, but find unfortunately that almost there are not relevant relations between independent variable and goal function that I choose. 
Since the second year, I have taken the two Bachelor's degrees of the economic center. I returned at that time "  Vainly hope " Recommend by meat for admission to school, so study also hard, time the getting more enough than draught animal, have to quit all students and work. But experience of social activities still very important, take advantage of time to join 21 volunteer's work of Universiade summer vacation, two week force, witness four inferior football match continuously every day, with take instant noodles some spell one month feeling that. Other two times practise social insurance bureaus and provincial government offices going to the native place separately in summer vacation time. In order to add some weights in academy, I cooperate with classmate and " challenge the cup " in the school Thesis in contest for lab scale ox for,it reap slightly, in addition piece together there aren't lives old again. Big three times get once to go to University of Hong Kong to exchange the chance to study half a year unexpectedly in term. 
After tossing about for three years, big four has come. Should see an outcome in everything. But reality tells me quickly, plan to be often unconvincing and unable in front of destiny in and then careful and accurate life. Big four of mine is that are full of such dramaticism. Begin, baffle in recommending application that economic center pursue the master degree for admission to school most, crazy to enter agitation gone abroad to apply. 
Course of job hunting 
Enter November, campus recruit, begin, carry on, read dormitory brother buy and sell the resume and application letter like a raging fire, buying dresses, people's mould dog kind runs to CBD interview in the east of the city, I feel uneasy too, determine, look for one job as beadk even, begin, look out for BBS Job news of edition too, begin to hear the gaudy teach-in of all kinds too. Because just want one to beadk even, main energy is still put in going abroad to apply, can find what a good job to express strong suspicion to our specialized graduate at the same time, so has only thrown very limited number of companies or units not restricting the professional background, including P&G, PWC, KPMG, A.T.Kearney and Department of Commerce, certainly has invested some on ChinaHR. 
It is involved that no matter how result is, P&G is all worthy to be commemorative in my career, the first application of mine, the first written examination and first interview is all dedicated to it, solve problem test, TOEIC examination and one side unusually smooth, in the Final, I have got stuck at a question, then not entered the state unexpected Game Over yet. Answer to look excessively now, the interview question of P&G is relatively easier, seven questions do not basically change every year, so can prepare, and in most instances only require that answers in Chinese, so basically there is no obstacle in the language. Because may be preceding several close it more smoothly, adopt a casual attitude, has not prepared conscientiously, result the next day that I all one's life important interview most perhaps, regard me as the warm-up of the career. 
Originally determined to accept hands if get one offer, as a result was " disdained " by P&G And then, I can not take the insult, then begin to expand the range of casting net. The second group of one that entered my visual fields is four major accountant's things. The written examination of PW goes on with one side, the written examination is to write a composition, my topic is " how to make the Middle East more peaceful " ; Take to into one light meeting room then, piece I one manager to ask Monica. Remember she lets me speak an example of team unity in English, I speak the ones that got ready out buoyantly, say half is interrupted by it, let me not repeat that one written while applying on the net, I have to think of one again gloomily. I mention that is studying the accounting lesson this term, she lets me cite several equipment example to the account, also let me do several simple entries. Two of general China are one by ten Assessment Center (assess the centre) that people participated ins ,It is in the legend "  Group is beaten up " . We ten people divide into into two group, sit in first rectangular desk both sides separately, two manager JJ sit on one end, is facing toward note-books to give a mark for us. The interview is made up of three parts,  Part one Chat with English and applicant sitting opposite to you in limiting time, then introduce your partner to other people.  Part two It is a Chinese debate, the topic is that " whether the economic globalization causes cultural globalization " ,This group of ours is the pros. Cost altogether for 20 minutes planning, everybody enclose first lap discuss a manager among them can listen to in next door. Third part of interview case analysis, and how interdynamically in order to realize goal of organizing it will be administration and supervision authorities with staff about one company manpower resources management. Plan in 20 minutes too, then make one Presentation (lecture) .  We divide the English case into several parts, everybody reads a part, it is careless to finish studying in, sketch group members, come, assign time limit of speech according to relative importance of content and then. The other side group that with Presentation that English make, I ponder the local Manager people too, interview tired to fall continuously these days, everybody is Chinese, feel for others, who does not think it is comfortable that the mother tongue is heard, moreover they the more important thing is to see our thinking and logic, then determine to use Chinese. I in writing on the blackboard above-listed outline well, feel, speak clear reasonable oneself already in advance. After the whole course, the manager calls each of ours in the office, isolate and interrogate.   

Symbolic meaning of color

05:40, 2009-Feb-3 .. Link
Symbolic meaning of color

Blue Blue

It High pressure pumps Piston Pumps Metering Pumps is the vast color to be blue, sky and sea, this vast scenery, are all bright blue. It is the eternal symbol to be blue, it is the coldest color. The pure

one demonstrates a kind of gentle and quiet, reason, sedate and clean beautiful bluely.

Because of blue steady characteristic, have reason, accurate image, in the commercial design, emphasize science and technology, the goods of

efficiency or corporate image, mostly select the standard of blue Sedan for use, the color of enterprise, such as the computer, the car,

photogravure press, the photographic apparatus, etc., in addition blue represents too melancholy, this is influenced by western culture, this image

is used in the literary works or perceptual commercial design that demands too.

A getting blue one have many uses, can reassure mood while being getting blue, can use as hospital, sanitary equipment decorate while being

azure, or the clothes and ornaments, curtain of summer,etc.. Can't leave in general painting and all kinds of ornaments blue.

The different one is blue and match whitely, demonstrate clearly, freshly and coolly and cleanly; Blue and match yellowly, contrast ratio is great,

comparatively lucid and lively; Heavy piece getting blue with green to match seldom, they can only permeate through each other, become

bluish-green, the lake is blue or blue and green, this is the color making people intoxicated; Light green color is with matching black, seem

solemnly, experienced and having training. Dark blue and match black with crimson and mauvely, dark brownly, because there is no contrast

ratio like this, there is no lucid and lively degree, only a kind of stolen goods, confused feeling.

Purple purple

Because of have strong womanlike personality, design, use color in commerce, purple to receive the about equal restriction, besides the goods

involved in women or corporate image, other designs of kind seldom adopt for the main.

It Pet Shop Frontline Tick Frontline Cat is that it can be seen the light wave that the wavelength is the shortest to be purple. The color that it is not the consciousness that purple, it is

beautiful and mysterious, leave a deep impression on somebody, it is not only rich in the threatening but also rich in the encouraging. Purple

symbolizes the pious charms, when the brightness is with understanding and illuminating the uncivilized pious color, the beautiful and lovely one

will make people enchanted when letting the color faint!

Use and behave purply lonelily and dedicate oneself to, by displaying the sacred love and field of governing of the spirit mauvely, this is purple

behavior value that brings.

Dissociate the indefinite state between the changes in temperature, add its low lightness properties purply, form this passivism with psychological

color to feel. Different, purple with yellow can't hold a lot of color, but it can hold a lot of levels of desalinization, one a dark one purely getting

purple to join a small amount of getting white, can become one very beautiful, soft color. With joining whitely constantly, the ones that produced

a lot of levels are lilac, and every level one is lilac, seem so soft and graceful, moving.

Brown brown

It is usually the feel used for displaying the primitive material to be brown, if is rough, timber, bamboo slice, cork,etc., or the color and luster used

for transmitting some drink raw materials i.e. flavor sense such as coffee, tea, the wheat,etc., or emphasize the enterprises with classical and

graceful style or goods image.

White white

Advanced, the image of science and technology, usually need to match and use with other color, pure white will bring to others coldly, severe

feeling, while using white, will mix some other color, if is ivory white, the rice is white, milky white, the apple is white, in article for daily use, dress

spend color, it is the main prevailing forever to be white, can match with any color.

Black Black

It is noble that black to have, calm and steady, the image of science and technology, using the color of a lot of scientific and technological

products, such as the TV, sport car, the cinecamera, stereo, the color of the instrument, mostly adopt black, in other respects, black solemn image,

always use and design on some rooms of special occasion too, article for daily use and dress are designed and mostly utilized to mould the noble

image black, it is a kind of forever popular main color too, suitable for matching with a lot of color.

Gray Gray

Soft, graceful image, and the middle personality, men and women can all accept, it is the main color of prevailing forever to be gray, in a lot of

high-tech products, involved in metal material especially, adopt gray to come on, transmit senior nearly all, the image of science and technology,

while using gray, mostly utilize different level changes to make up or he mixes other color, will not be too single, oppressive, stiff, stiff feeling.

It is black and white of course, represent the world negative pole of color and positive pole. Taiji's pattern displays the eternal sports of universe

in the form of black, white circulation of two color. Mean being too empty to have, like the ruin of the sun, like the eternal silence, do not have

future black, lose the hope. And the white silence has infinite possibility. Black-and-white two colors are the extremely opposite color, they always

reveal one's own strength with the existence of the other side. They seem to be the world domination of the whole color.

It is probably the most passive color to be gray in the color system, it is the thorough neutral, rely on neighbouring color to obtain the life. It

means the disappearance that all color compares with that gray, it is the most smooth rest of the vision that is clicked. But human eye can for a

long time, watch attentively gray limitlessly, because ceaselessly rest means the death.

Dark pale, the dust occupies quite main position in color match colors, they enliven while matching colors in various, change the lightness,

luminance and charms of the other side to the maximum extent, produce the beautiful color of the multi-level, many variety, so they are

achromatic Flea Medication Flea Remedies colour that can't be ignored.

"I still thought

10:13, 2009-Jan-2 .. Link
Because polished enthusiasm Piao brief on, leaf expression in one's eyes of Lin hold back, watch eyes Piao polished frank to think to me direct, pupil that observe and judge light unusually deep, " expect you already kind to reach these kind of intensity with polished relation Piao, it is ignorant and ill-informed to it seems it is me. " 
I, and people that polished relation know Piao really actually few, conceal sedulously, it explains to just go sedulously. 
As for the present situation, I know in what a nightdress means in a man's house, what is meant 99% of the persons will think this. 
"This seems to have nothing to do with you. " I say. 
Piao inserts polishedly, " that one, fit Jie   "
"Pu Zheng, I am hungry, are there things that are eaten? " 
"Oh, yes. " Piao casts a look at me polishedly, sigh, does not speak more again, turn round to move towards the kitchen. He can always understand me. 
"How could you be here? " Leaf Lin watch polished figure Piao, tear corner of the mouth asked. 
"There is no place to live in. " Sit in front of the dining table to pour a glass of water to begin to be swallowed slowly. 
Lin stops the leaf for several seconds, " don't tell me Jane is so large that even a spare room does not get in the village. " 
Finger quiver, backfall ink cup nearly. 
"You don't drink too much water if you are non- thirsty. " The brow is wrinkled, then laugh lazily and lazily again, " France knew back at long last after staying for six years. " 
"   "
"I still thought you can have stayed there all the timing, what, big young lady had finished going abroad for further study back and served country at last at the simple home. " See me not answer, his tone begins discontent. 
"   I have not graduated yet, am far from serving country. " Not answering him, he will be twining all the time. Have been chosen a topic not most essential answering one. 
"Will you go back? "  The frivolous smile disappears on Lin's face of leaf in twinkling of an eye, the cold light flashes in the eyes. 
The movements of drinking water have been stopped, answer at will.

it was because of of breeze

10:03, 2008-Dec-18 .. Link
Though the night of every day, she will dream him, the dream is very strange, she is always dreaming him or having a meal desperately, or is wrestling desperately, like he and she, have implacable hatred, she has been hitting him, but there is not strength all over, she will cry oneself to wake up in one's own dream. She has already got to subside deeply on day to his love.
Subside, subside, such as weighing down the abyss, overwhelmed with sorrow.
She has found a job, does to a supplement editor in a newspaper office, edit the little article of of some literature and art, listen attentively to some readers' love story. Work and satisfactory easily, left time she see the film, listen to the music, begin, write one brand-new novel, she has known some new friends, mostly dull and friendly. Or will make an appointment with and drink tea or go shopping, she forces oneself not to miss river Beichuan again, so give up clearly, have no reasons. She is consoling oneself constantly, is warning oneself to feel relieved constantly.
But pain of injury is one hundred days are long. What she has had a taste of is grieved and too much, she has been already numb.
However, one evening, perhaps it was because of of breeze, or a simpler reason, she has remembered him.

At midnight every day,

10:02, 2008-Dec-18 .. Link
If he really wants not to see her, she can not find him. She has even phoned to be to his family, it was a kindly mother that answered the call, she says, has not come back for several days in Sichuan of Sichuan. Are you Miss Xiao Xu that he says? Come to family to play if having time. Sichuan's, Sichuan and my fathers are wanting to see you.
Let to hold the telephone bright and beautifully, the tears have fallen down. He will be unwilling to see her again. He will not love her. The tossing about of her, hers is suspicious and resentful, making trouble wilfully of her, hers is baffled, he is unable to stand her again! In the name of loving, she waste time wanton tolerance of him, he unable to accept from all sorts of of her again after all. This should be in reason too, have nothing to talk.
At midnight every day, she is woken, after making the telephone for two days continuously, she cares no more to look for him.
He disappears sedulously, does she embarrass him again why bother so?
She was not as fragile as what oneself imagines originally, did not collapse either, had not committed suicide either, there is nothing.

Why do you remain silent?

05:04, 2008-Dec-12 .. Link
Why do you remain silent?        
Countless problems are dissolved by her smile, so clean that the lust is circulated, like the sunshine on the bank of the river, moist, and ambiguous.        
In swinging the wind of the wicker very thin waist, I tell the last question, the language is very slow in speed, but the word word is clangorous, landing is sound, would you like to go home with me?        
She make response any, look up at sky, pale Yong lazy sky, slip too big loud clouds of one in palm of her, the color of that cloud is not pure, not the first-class fox-fur robe overcoat that father collected, the most pure one is white, contaminate blood, father say that he red fox waited until seven days and seven nights to wait take off the fur under on one's body from the Bohai Sea country forest of northwest corner, that thing most with intelligence fellow all over the world particularly, come and go like a shadow, it is one getting yellow bird that help father, it guides fathers to hide in the most favorable terrain, while waiting for that cunning thing unprincipled ground mating, use the perfect arrow law, an arrow is killed. He has shouldered and gone the red fox which he needs, that female fox holds all over tear in the eyes clearly, it is sucking the lover's wound greedily, roar hoarsely, grief wants to leave desperately, the getting yellow bird pursue desperately only, the two trace no.        
Father has been taking off the fur on the arctic fox according to consummate technology all the time, that is to say he has no courage to watch that wound carefully at all, he fears what appears at the moment is all female fox's sorrowful expressions in one's eyes, fear that wretched cry surrounds him.        
The day that the fox-fur robe overcoat is finished is exactly the day that mother is giving birth to a child, what father tell me that mother went through is a crushing disaster, she flow uncountable blood, tear and sweat of her mix, fall together, she can not catch the first-class silk quilt cover with long nail, she mustn't carry out father and " assuare the wife abandons the son " Order,say she it is often please allow me not to be for the childed, please allow manger by I          
Mother's wretched cry lets him remember that female fox, what his both hands hold is exactly that fox-fur robe overcoat, he said he would put on mother personally.        
Just when mother's voice is faint until the terrible quietness gradually, my clear and melodious crying spreads, father knows that will not have an opportunity again this life. He stood in front of mother's bed, stroked her face as pale as paper, helped her to wipe the tear not condensed away, she once existed in father's life lifelikely, gave him comfort and made warm, but disappeared suddenly, the only trace was that one cried the clear and melodious boy baby, another fox-fur robe overcoat too late to put on is not much else.        
Father bows the lower part of the body, kiss mother's lip, her lip has a kind of color beautiful, the corner of the mouth oozes out a kind of sticky liquid, she is smiling, the corner of the mouth has particular radian that raises up, deep eyes are like piercing him.        
Then he embraced me with that pair of coarse hands suddenly, had one's face covered with tears. Have just touched mother's finger with sticky and liquid corner of the mouth, has distributed the pure offensive smell. He says the silk floss is rough, you have killed one's own mother.        
I have names, I let the silk floss be rough.        
I say I let the silk floss be rough, please try to call my name, I want to lead you to go home.        
She has really opened the mouth, sends out several smudgy syllables hard, but I hear her calling out my name clearly, the silk floss is rough, the silk floss is rough, the silk floss is rough.        
I cover her mouth with hands, it is enough for me to talk with smile, please go home with me, go home.        
Father see she, teacup of hand throw chip, splash everywhere, does he ask I say who this girl is? I say I do not know, I just see her in the bank alone, she can't speak, I earnestly ask father you have her in one's care.        
Father calm down, he say you call Jian Jia hereafter, make silk floss rough younger sister, you will look after well each other.        
I drew the hands of Jian Jia, thought this name can't be more appropriate, " Jian Jia revealed her for the so-called frost dark green and paly in one party of water " .        
I talk about Jian Jia, no matter you are in the bank, in the river shoal, or in the middle of water, I will follow you at one's side.        
I am 15 years old that year, Jian Jia is 12 years old.     

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